Where are the tears?

We are moving in 2 weeks and none of it feels real. I'm not sad, or stressed or anything. What is wrong? I should be sad, I'm leaving all my friends, my soccer team, my church, my community. Why am I not feeling anything? Am I afraid to let it out, I don't think so. I haven't done this before and maybe thats why there aren't any tears, I don't know what its going to feel like. I don't have anything to reference to. So for now, I am just living life like I normally do. Weird.